Manikgad : Jungle that frightened me to the bone

Manikgad had been on my radar for quite some time.

That morning, I woke up and got ready as usual, planning to head out for the trek. My parents had already decided to join me. Later, my wife mentioned that my father and sister-in-law were also coming along.

What started as a solo plan slowly turned into a small group trek.

Trekking with so many people was an interesting experience in itself.

I searched for Manikgad on Google Maps and started driving.

We reached the village of Savane, and from there, the jungle trek began.

There were a few interesting things about Manikgad. This mountain is not travelled much. It almost feels ignored. Usually, on popular treks, you find small shops along the way—selling water, snacks, or tea. Here, there were none.

And that’s when I made my first mistake.

I hadn’t even carried water.

Why? Because I didn’t investigate properly. I didn’t research enough. Plain and simple.

The villagers were kind enough to give us a 2-litre water bottle. At that moment, it felt sufficient. We would later realise it wasn’t—but that part was still ahead of us.

We entered the jungle and immediately noticed something unsettling: multiple trails branching off in different directions. As the so-called trekking enthusiast, I naturally took the lead. I walked ahead as if I knew better.

I didn’t.

When you’re leading, sometimes you’re just pretending.

We walked through the jungle for a long time. Eventually, I felt it—we were lost. I was afraid, but I couldn’t express it. Panic would only make things worse.

Ironically, I felt relieved when I spotted a torn Snickers wrapper on the ground. I don’t advocate littering, especially in nature, but in that moment, it gave me hope. Someone had walked this path before. Someone “civilised” enough to eat a chocolate bar.

So this must be the right trail.

I convinced myself and kept pretending.

Soon, the pretence cracked. The trail vanished completely, and we were walking aimlessly towards the mountain, barely visible through the trees. My father was the first to raise concern.

After some discussion, I decided to turn back and abandon that trail.

That’s when my father-in-law suggested something else—cutting straight through the jungle towards the mountain, without a defined path.

“If we don’t find the way, we’ll return,” he said.

It was a classic sales pitch.

I agreed. My parents agreed—reluctantly.

A little further in, we finally found a trail.

As we resumed walking, another problem surfaced. My sister-in-law was struggling. It felt as if she was walking on a trail for the first time, and my parents were worried she might get hurt.

We paused again and took my father-in-law’s opinion. He still wanted to continue, mainly because he knew I wanted to. We stopped to eat and drink some water. My mother had carried fish and bhakri—thank God she did.

After resting for a while, we continued. Soon, we reached a flat stretch that extended all the way to the base of the summit.

The final climb wasn’t easy either. Since the trail was less travelled, it was still dense and dark with jungle cover.

Midway, I received a call from my manager. He wanted an update on a corporate commitment. It was Sunday. I was in the middle of a jungle trek. Still, I picked up.

I asked for the bank’s demand. He paused, thought for a second, and agreed. I relayed the update to my RM—work done.

Somehow, even on that trail, I solved a professional problem. It boosted my confidence.

We finally reached the top.

It wasn’t easy. My sister-in-law had given up by then. We clicked some beautiful pictures and began our descent.

That’s when something interesting—and concerning—happened.

I couldn’t find the same trail we used to ascend. The obvious path was a straight descent, not through the deep jungle. I chose safety over speed. I had miscalculated time and was desperate to finish the trek before dark.

We drank all the remaining water. We had none left.

Speed became the only option.

The descent was long. Slowly, I realised we were heading in a completely different direction. Savane was far to the left. We were moving right.

The trail felt endless.

Eventually, we reached Dhangarwadi—a place with broken, deserted houses. We met a few people who advised us to continue to Thakarwadi and then take an auto back to Savane.

We reached Thakarwadi. My parents asked for help. A kind family gave us water and tea and called an auto for us. Within 20 minutes, we were on our way back to Savane.

We reached the car and drove home.

Manikgad proved tremendously difficult.

I am not an adventurer. I love trekking, yes—but I am uncomfortable with uncertainty, especially in dense jungle terrain.

That day, I faced a simple truth about myself: I am risk-averse. I love photographs, not risk.

And yet—after doing it—I felt good.

As if I had achieved something.

Raigad: Symbolic celebration of completing Phase I

So finally I completed Phase I that started on 23rd of October, 2025.

It included 3 simple parts: 1. Workout 3 times a week 2. Trek once a week 3. No alcohol

And I made it through.

The most interesting one was ‘No alcohol’.

I realised that the alcohol had a very specific job in my life. To feel the gap between my desired success and my present condition. The moment I started trekking and took responsibility, I started climbing and descending mountains. This simple act made me successful weekly. And as I became successful, my sense of failure and need for alcohol slowly vanished.

Trek was the anchor identity.

You need strength to climb mountain so workout supported the muscle growth and strength building.

As a product of achieving these simple goals – Alcohol consumption stopped.

I did not weigh myself. I did not measure my muscles. The reason was I decided to establish behaviour first.

Success is the result of systems that we follow. If I can establish systems, time is the factor that guarantees results. So once the system is established – I know I am going to achieve my health goals without any hassle.

I slowly started to discover my strength. I am not intensity guy. I am the systems guy. Well, I knew that given the fact that I am mostly disciplined. But this discipline never reflected in public success. Now it does.

So I ended up 4 weeks of Phase I on 22nd of November, 2025 – on my son’s second birthday. We celebrated his birthday. My relatives and family members came and we celebrated the Birthday and then they all left except my uncle who stayed back.

I decided to trek Raigad. Raigad was the obvious choice because it was the capital of the Shivaji Maharaj’s Swarajya representing a milestone of coronation of Maharaj being Chhatrapati.

I thought as my uncle stayed back, I should not involve my parents. At an early morning, even they were ok. Only fact my parents were not aware of was that I was trekking Raigad.

Raigad is symbolic for all. Everyone wishes to visit and revisit the place of inspiration.

So I started in the morning. Landed at the base village by 9:00 AM and started climbing.

I firmly remember that for ascend I took ~ one hour twenty minutes. And on descend I took fifty five minutes.

As any weekend, the place was crowded. I went up, bowed before Maharaj’s samadhi and returned.

When I came home, I realised my mother is angry. She wanted to join me for the trek. I asked what about the uncle, her brother staying at home. ‘We would have arranged something’ she said.

For some reason I was happy to see that trekking has not just become my identity, my family also adopted the same identity.

The interesting things happened later. When I posted photos of the trek as usual, I got so many responses. One of my senior with whom I worked before congratulated me and expressed his disappointment with himself ‘I am staying in Pen and I have not yet visited.’

Irshalgad: Trek with Parents

My consistency eventually made my parents curious about trekking.

Weekly treks became normal—so normal that they simply decided to join me. There was no need for convincing. They were happy to walk.

My father had always wanted me to adopt healthier habits. For a very long time—almost 15 years—I tried to out-debate him. I thought I knew better.

I didn’t.

When I finally found my way onto the right path, his interest grew naturally. He was genuinely curious, almost relieved.

My mother was just as happy. She enjoyed walking long distances with me, soaking in nature, moving through the jungle at her own pace. Watching them walk beside me felt grounding in a way I hadn’t expected.

Choosing Irshalgad

That week, I decided to try a new mountain—Irshalgad.

I had heard of this place years ago, but not in a trekking context. It was in the news because of Irshalwadi, a village that was buried under a devastating landslide. It had been major news at the time.

Back then, I never really thought about where the place actually was.

Even later, my father-in-law mentioned this mountain during conversations about the landslide. Still, it remained just a name—distant and abstract.

When the landslide happened, there was widespread discussion in the media about environmental degradation—how we are slowly damaging nature, and why such disasters are becoming more frequent.

Walking toward Irshalgad now, with my parents beside me, those old conversations came back with a different weight.

Learning to Walk with Uncertainty

Once again, I left home with a slightly doubtful mind.

There were mixed reviews about Irshalgad. Some mentioned that the path to the fort was closed. Even Google Maps wasn’t showing the trail clearly.

Earlier, this uncertainty would have stopped me.
Now, I’m more comfortable with it.

So we reached the base village anyway.

As we began the climb, the mountain revealed itself—its unique rock structure clearly visible from a distance. It looked inviting and intimidating at the same time.

My father assumed it would be a short trek. His logic was simple: a flag usually marks the end. Somewhere along the way, an orange flag had been placed, and he assumed that was the summit.

When he reached it, he was surprised to learn that the fort was still far away.

But he didn’t complain.

He adapted.
Accepted the challenge.
And kept walking.

A Quiet Reality Check

The most surprising part of the trek was this:

My parents climbed faster than me.

My father is 60.
I’m 35.

The age difference showed up—in reverse.

We crossed a long, almost straight stretch and finally reached the base of the summit. From there, the terrain changed. The rock formations and the climb through them were strikingly beautiful.

Just like SondaiIrshalgad sits along the banks of Morbe Dam. The view of the water was expansive and calm.

Still, if I’m being honest—
nothing quite beats the views from Sondai Fort.

Sondai Again

I was so mesmerised by Sondai that I went again.
I mean—who wouldn’t?

It’s quick to climb.
Easy to finish.
Delivers great photos.

Why wouldn’t I return?

This time, I wanted to share it.
Krishna was ready to come along.

For some reason, that morning I also decided to bring Amu, my Golden Retriever. I thought it would make for an interesting hike. Krishna loved the idea.

Amu didn’t.

She gave up halfway.

I felt embarrassed.

It had rained the day before. There were a lot of people on the mountain. And there I was—the only one with a dog, and the only one trying to convince his dog to keep going.

That day taught me something unexpected.

I don’t like giving up halfway on a trail.

I pushed Amu to climb further.
The trail was steep, and she clearly wasn’t ready.

In hindsight, it was unfair of me to expect that from her. I was intoxicated—not by alcohol, but by the beauty of the light and the landscape.

There’s one more detail I remember clearly.

That day, I did not climb the final ladder section.

Sondai Fort – Walking Solo surrounded by Beautiful Landscape

On 22nd October, we were wrapping up Diwali celebrations.
It was also exactly a month before my son’s second birthday. For some reason, it felt like I was on a mission to consume all the alcohol in the world.

I drank a lot.

Throughout Diwali, I was drinking.
On the 22nd, I drank again.
And the very next day, I regretted it.

By then, I had already become aware that alcohol was creating real problems for me. Recovery was taking close to four days. My mind stayed foggy. My energy was low.

Even though I kept promising myself that I would stop drinking and work on my health, my actions were saying something else entirely.

I had to stop.

The Decision

23rd October, 2025 was the day I finally said: I’m done.

That’s when I launched my phase-wise progress plan, built on three simple rules:

  • Workout three times a week
  • Trek once a week
  • No alcohol. Period.

I decided to take a deliberate break—for myself.

On the 23rd, 24th, and 25th, I worked out exactly as planned.

This time felt different.

I wasn’t chasing motivation or rewards.
I was focused.
I wanted to prove something—to myself.
And I didn’t want applause for it.

I also decided to trek on the 25th.

While searching online for the right place, I came across Sondai Fort.

To tell the truth, I’m not someone who enjoys experimentation.
I’m a routine person. I value discipline—at least that’s what I tell myself and others. I prefer set patterns. Predictability feels safe.

That’s why going to Sondai felt like a big step.

I already knew Karnala.
Choosing Sondai meant stepping away from what was familiar and deciding for myself. For me, that felt like a small act of growing up.

Still, for some reason, I was ready—despite the doubt.

The Morning Start

I woke up early.
Put on my clothes.
Wore my shoes.
And left the house.

My wife, my baby, and my parents were still asleep.

The moment I took the right turn near Morbe Dam, a strange realisation hit me. Something was off.

This place was beautiful. And it was so close to home.
Yet I had no idea it even existed.

I parked the car on the side of the road, stepped out, and took a photo.

The Climb

The road began to rise.
I reached the base of the mountain, parked again, and started the climb.

It was steep.
Demanding.

But the effort was rewarded.

The landscape was breathtaking.

At Sondai, two things stood out.

The steep climb shortened the distance but made every step harder.
And the light dancing on Morbe Dam—it was unreal.

I fell in love with Sondai that day.

Looking Back

I’m writing this on 27th January, 2026.
I’ve just returned from Sondai again—this time on a casual climb with Amol.

My only regret is a strange one.

Everything felt perfect in the photographs from that first visit. Since then, I haven’t been able to capture the same quality of light. On recent treks, the dam has been covered in fog, and the mood feels different.

I hope that someday, the light returns—
the way it was in those first images.

Karnala Again – with friends, with some Leadership

These are my colleagues—the ones who eventually became my close-knit friends.

When I shared photos from my Karnala trek, they all asked the same question, almost in unison:
“Why didn’t you tell us?”

The honest answer was: Because I wasn’t even sure about myself.

The obvious reply, of course, was:
“We’ll do it again.”

And that meant planning.

Amol had just bought a new car—a Tata Nexon—and we wanted an excuse to take it out.

What made this trek different for me was it was not solo climb.

When you trek alone and fail, you’re still alone.
You don’t have to explain anything to anyone.

Solo trekking means you’re just with yourself. There’s no performance. Your thoughts are clear. You accept your limitations. You stop to breathe, rest, walk again. Walk slowly. There’s no competition. Nobody is walking faster than you—and even if someone is, you don’t give a Fuck.

You’re alone on the trail.

Having people along changes the meaning of the trek.

Now you have to talk.
You feel the need to lead.
You think you need to say something philosophical.

At least, that’s what I thought.

We did some of that—but the shared climb turned out to be unique for all of us.

For me, the third trek was no longer luck.
It felt like identity formation.

Being with two friends meant something unexpected:
At some level, I was the reason they were walking that trail.

Something shifted inside me.

Earlier, I wasn’t worried about walking at my own pace. But together, I became aware of how slow I was. I felt the urge to push harder. My legs were sore. I needed to stop, breathe, slow down—but at the same time, I wanted to show that I could climb faster.

At least Karnala—I had climbed it once before.

We made it.

We clicked photos again.

This time, we sat quietly in a corner of the fort and talked—for no particular reason.

I felt different.

We descended.
We were hungry.

And we ended the day with chulivarcha chicken and bhakri.

Karanjade Hills – Still Not Serious Trek

On 5th October, 2025, I got my first real taste of trekking.

I posted a few photos afterward, and the response surprised me. What I realised almost immediately was this:
working silently, alone, in the darkness of loneliness doesn’t work for me.

Everyone loves validation. There’s no virtue in pretending otherwise.

The pictures from my first Karnala trek received an unexpectedly good response. For the first time in many years, I felt validated—not just for trekking, but for any effort I had made over a long period of time.

Yes, I enjoyed the attention.
But at the same time, I wasn’t fully convinced.

In fact, I was subconsciously waiting for this attempt to fail.

That’s what had always happened before.

Most of my past impulses had eventually died out, leaving behind a trail of failed experiments and wasted money. Almost every attempt involved spending—courses, equipment, memberships. When motivation faded, the money was already gone.

Trekking was different.

No money was involved. And yet, I was certain this too would die down. Soon.

The Lofty Decision

Still, I made a decision.

I decided to do one trek every week.

It was the same kind of exaggerated commitment we all make when we join a gym on 1st January—“I’ll go every day for the rest of my life.”
I did the same thing in my head.

“One trek each week.”

The very next weekend—12th October—I took my Golden Retriever, Amu, and went to Karanjade hill. It wasn’t even a proper trek. Just a hill climb, a few pauses, and some photos.

That’s it.

But I repeated the same behaviour.

I clicked photos.
I shared them on my WhatsApp status.

Once could be a fluke.

Twice was… something.

The response was similar again. Likes. Messages. Quiet encouragement. A few people saying they felt inspired.

And that’s when the shift happened.

Slowly, it stopped being about health.

It became about social validation.

Not in a shallow way—but in a very human way.

I wasn’t fighting my nature anymore.
I was working with it.

Karnala Sanctuary: My First Trek

On Sunday, 5th October, I decided to do this trek alone.

At that point, I was still struggling with health issues and trying to discover a sustainable path to behavioural change. That date is firmly etched into my life—not because of the trek itself, but because it was the day I validated an idea.

This entire exercise began after my second hospitalisation. I was actively looking for a way to fix my health.

Gym workouts were not working.
I had been in and out of gyms for years. I tried running. I tried morning walks. Nothing stuck. I was exhausted—physically and mentally.

Eventually, I did something different.
I asked ChatGPT a simple question:

What are the things I can actually do, given my constraints?

The Constraints

I was very clear about the boundaries:

  1. The skill level had to be extremely rudimentary
  2. No equipment and minimal expenses
  3. The activity had to be simple
  4. Feedback had to be quick—no long waiting periods like gym transformations
  5. The activity had to be shareable with colleagues and relatives
  6. There should be no enforcement of superiority

That last point mattered more than it seems.

When you go to the gym and post photos or videos, you are implicitly saying you are doing something “extraordinary.” The typical response is discouraging comments like:
“Teri body to dikh nahi rahi.”

I wanted to avoid that entire dynamic.

In short, I was looking for something that was not the gym.

Why Trekking

ChatGPT gave me a list of possible activities. I chose trekking because it checked every box.

Skill Level
Trekking is essentially walking uphill. Yes, it’s hard—but the required skill level is basic. Walking is one of the most fundamental human abilities. If someone can’t walk due to a medical condition, they need treatment first. For everyone else, the barrier to entry is minimal.

Equipment & Expenses
No equipment is required to start. Shoes and clothes are enough. Fancy gear can come later. What you already have is sufficient in the beginning.

Fast Feedback
Most treks are one-day treks. That means immediate feedback. Within a single day, you know whether you like it or not. No waiting months to “see results.”

Shareability
This was the biggest surprise.

Trekking produces photos—beautiful, natural, unforced photos. When you post them on WhatsApp status, you’re not saying, “Look, I’m getting healthier.”
You’re simply saying, “Hey, I did this.”

Health becomes a side effect, not the headline.

The Unexpected Outcome

After that trek, I posted a few photos. The response was immediate.

One of my customers reached out. He said he had also gone on a trek once. That simple interaction turned into an ongoing professional connection. We are still connected today.

That’s when it clicked.

This wasn’t just about health.
This was about behaviour, feedback loops, identity, and connection.

That Sunday wasn’t just a trek.

That’s how it started.